Ana-Cole Shorts
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- Cherry/Maple Wand 13 1/4" Essence of a Dragon's Heartstring
Ana-Cole seemed to wonder the corridors quite a bit lately. She barely did nothing else. Ana-Cole was falling a bit behind in classes. She hadn't seen her sister in what seemed like forever. She hadn't talked to either her mother or father since she heard the news. Justin hadn't found a way to contact her and Connor decided that he no longer wanted anything to do with the family. Ana-Cole's mind was buzzing with all the 'I shoulds' and 'if I would haves' She blamed herself for all the problems her family was having."If only I would have been a better daugther or if only I would have gotten better grades, if only I wasn't a witch, if only I could have been a bit nicer or a little less needy. if only if only if only I was good enough I could have stopped this all" She said to herself in barely a whisper. She didn't know that she could have stopped any of this. She didn't even know if any of this could have been stopped by any powers in the sky. She just wished it could. Ana-Cole finally made her way to the sixth floor corridor after thinking all this thoughts over and over in her mind. She was so tired of thinking. She was just so exhusted of trying. She was just plain tired. Ana-Cole felt as if her legs were giving in and she could no longer move. Ana-Cole sat down back against the wall, just sitting. She could not stop thinking the 'ifs' that went through her mind "It is all my fault" She said in her barely audible whisper but to her it felt like she was shouting her deepest feelings into the open. Ana-Cole wasn't ready to go back to the common room yet. She couldn't bare to get up at the moment. She decided that she would just stay here and maybe just maybe sort out her thoughts if that was even possible.