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Kiara wasn't sure how she felt about being back at school. She had liked Hogwarts but throughout the years it had started to feel like each day she spend at the castle was making her feel just the tiniest bit lonelier. Especially after being home for the break, spending time with her family. Her cousins, her dads, her brothers. Being at home was nice. It felt safe. She knew what to expect and what was expected of her. And it was nice to know how little effort it took. But at school.. At school she felt like she had to put in so much more effort with everything she did. She wasn't as outgoing or bubbly as some of the other students and while she had managed to make a few friends during her first year it felt like they were just slowly drifting away. Like she wasn't able to keep up with them and their social lives. Like everyone was always just out of her reach. If only she could be more like her brother than maybe she wouldn't feel so lonely. He had plenty of friends, had a girlfriend and was even captain of the quidditch team. He was everything he had always said he wanted to be once they'd finally get to school. They were so different that at times it served as a stark reminder thay they weren't blood related. Maybe if they were, she'd be a little bit more like him. At times, it made her wonder if Elijah felt the same and yet so far she had restrained from asking him about it. He had always seemed much more comfortable with being on his own than she was.
In an attempt to drive away the feeling of loneliness and get herself out of her comfort zone Kiara had found herself out at the cliffside. She knew the cliffs were off limits and admittedly, the thought of that of being up there had made her stomach turn on the way over, but perhaps doing something she wasn't supposed to do would help. Would make her become more confident. Get her out of her shell. And climbing up the cliffs seemed like a less scary option than heading into the forest. At least she had thought it would be. Yet here she was, sat down at the cliffs' edge still feeling the same way she had before. Perhaps a little worst now her feelings were mixed in with the idea that this might even get her into trouble. Kiara stifled a sob and roughly rubbed the tears away from her eyes as she stared at some students moving across the grounds in the distance. Maybe she should just learn to be better at being on her own. Surely that could be done.
In an attempt to drive away the feeling of loneliness and get herself out of her comfort zone Kiara had found herself out at the cliffside. She knew the cliffs were off limits and admittedly, the thought of that of being up there had made her stomach turn on the way over, but perhaps doing something she wasn't supposed to do would help. Would make her become more confident. Get her out of her shell. And climbing up the cliffs seemed like a less scary option than heading into the forest. At least she had thought it would be. Yet here she was, sat down at the cliffs' edge still feeling the same way she had before. Perhaps a little worst now her feelings were mixed in with the idea that this might even get her into trouble. Kiara stifled a sob and roughly rubbed the tears away from her eyes as she stared at some students moving across the grounds in the distance. Maybe she should just learn to be better at being on her own. Surely that could be done.